It’s been a tough 3 weeks for me. the final exam of my third semester had not been easy on me. I was ill prepared for it, with sickness and family matters bothering me. Even i myself did not think i can get by this time.

The last paper is my worst nightmare i must say. I woke up with my stomach churning and worst still i can’t shit and vomit out. Imagine the feeling of trapped, unable to get out yet screaming and struggling to get out. That is what happen to my stomach. I went to exam this morning partially unconscious. With great determination and perseverance, i cling on to whatever that’s left of my sanity. I soldiered on. I fought with whatever last physical strength i still possess. After what seem like an eternity, i emerged out of the hall in one piece, but barely. I finished my exam, but at a great cost. Even as i type this blog now, my course mates are celebrating in a buffet dinner while i rot in my room, with a hurricane in my stomach. If i’m given another chance, will i still make the same decision? I’ve no doubt that i will fought on, after all that is who i am. A die hard survivor, never giving up till the last breath.

But i’m grateful that i have housemates. If not for them, the past 3 weeks will not be difficult. Without them, it will be worst, disaster. I sincerely thank all of them for making my life easier especially the 3 in the master bedroom.(u know who u are, my heroes who have guided and fought along side me) Their knowledge and wisdom have save me from further annihilation. Till we met again in the next semester, new trial and challenges awaits!!!! Till then, Thank you!!!!!!

Now i must face this demon myself, i’ll not let you control me. I’m in control of myself. I’ll recover quickly, i’ll watch beowulf on thursday and eat McD. And u will not bother me further by then. FOR I AM LEONG JOU ENG!!!